[카테고리:] 작게 기록

Walk through the light to find the shadow,
Til’ your gods stall you from the edge,
Sunk in the thought, the feel, the distance,
Was it your secret?
Stop holding your fear, let memory live and die alone.
No need to be there, let your desire scream,

Til’ you feel alive.
‘Cause you are beautiful,
Your scars are beautiful,
Like the jade.
You’ll still shine, when you sink into the sea,
When the bleeding scarlet jealousy, carves the way you believe.

Brink of the light, the wings of the night,
Look into the eyes of fallen angels,
Sink like a stone into the dark,
Where no light can touch.
Will god break my fall?
I feel the mystery, tries to take me along,
To the end of the world, where I still believe,
The colour is from your eyes.

‘Cause you were beautiful,
Your blood was beautiful, yesterday,
I still hide at the seam of memories,
Oh, I still hold my rosary, beneath the pain of life.
Where the tears, when the bloody face of love, they take away the stain,
Know that the stars of the sky,
Glow in the ocean,
The art of life,
Makes me wanna die in the colour of heaven.

Oh, another day has gone,
Another friend has gone into the flame,
It’s burning now, jibun de kirisaita mune no kizuato sae birei ni naru made.

Oh, ’cause you are beautiful,
Your scars are beautiful, like the jade,
You’ll still shine, when you sink into the sea,
When the bleeding scarlet jealously carves the way you believe,
Now and forever, you’ll be loved,
Let your destiny lead your heart
My jade

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좋은 추억도 있고 나쁜 추억도 있지. 후회들 때도 있구. 그치만 후회 같은 거 하느라 삶이 비관적으로만 보이더라도 꼭 과거의 내가 잘못만 했던 건 아니거든?

또 오늘을 살면서 내가 처한 상황이 마냥 나쁘지만도 않다는 걸 깨닫는다. 어떻게 받아들이냐에 따라 어떤 조건은 꽤 유익한 것이 될 수 있지.

내 액시스 프레임워크가 보다 강력한 무언가를 가지게 되면 좋겠네.

잘 해서 끝까지 가는 건 아니고 실력이 좋아서 끝까지 가는 거 아니다. 그 가는 길이라는 거, 니가 하는 걸 사랑해야 그렇게 될 수 있는 거다.